You're an amazing person.  I totally adored this! I love writing that is this raw, honest, yet intense full of passion, love and abandonment.  You're so talented!! I could feel every single word of yours pulsating through me.  I'm in awe! This was truly beautiful! It is moments when you're in so much pain that you desire love so badly. I can totally understand this.  It felt so personal!! I hope you write more like this!